My sister and her baby are gone for four days, they’ll be staying with her in-laws. So I have actual time to take pictures and write again! Yoohoo freedom!!! …. and sleep! 🙂 Follow me on Instagram! So I’m having … Continue reading
something I seem to cannot reach in our house. 🙂 and now i’m smiling. I really am busy watching over babies these days. I wake up when my sister’s baby wakes up. Sheesh, can’t really wait for school to start again! haha
Okay, to be honest, I’m pondering on my negativity again. 22 years of negativity. I’m doubting my purpose again but I’m still here holding on, thinking, “Yes, from time to time, I could probably allow myself to think of these thoughts, but I should be really really careful and shift my thoughts once again to happiness. These are just thoughts anyway, and not reality yet.” Or probably what I think of my reality. So I’m holding on holding on. Mostly I’m mad/angry again with people. Imagining myself in school again thinking if i’m going to be reserved or not. Reserved, I will explain to friends, because I’m building my positive foundation. Like I have to fix myself first, in a positive way. Can’t handle any people for now because I’ve been mostly thinking about other people for the past 22 years and not myself. You get it? So, I have to think for myself now. 🙂 Haaaay, just an update.
First, I apologize to my blog for not having the time to write on it. I’m having a hard time creating time (sounds redundant, I know) for this because I have just been busy with errands and taking care or … Continue reading
1 2 3 4 At least this madness is actually keeping me focused on the bright side of life. I’ve recently followed some Instagram users that I find creative and ingenious. I really enjoy their pictures and get inspired by … Continue reading
I have always dreamt of my Heaven for nine years, eyes closed or opened. I would always dream and seldom focus on my present. I made my life miserable by wanting to be in my Heaven so bad that it … Continue reading