Three’s a crowd, make it 4.

So the previous post was just a misunderstanding. Everything’s okay between me and my friend.

Except the other 3 I have blogged about before. Secrets secrets secrets. I felt I was a nuisance, something the cat dragged in. So, I wouldn’t get involved that much with those three. Just a friendly, i don’t know.

Anyway, I’m channeling Elle Woods (from Legally Blonde) now regarding my studies. She is so determined, and kind as well. Well, I hope I get the grades, and be kind as well. 🙂

Here’s my favorite scene from the movie!


overly disappointed

A dear friend of mine didn’t invite me in her birthday party just because she thought my mom wouldnt allow me anyway so why bother.

And it triggered the falling of baggage.

Resigning from people is the key. I’m tired of smiling, caring, feeling. I’m a med student, I think having no friends just mere acquaintances will help me focus on my studies.


Stressing right now to prevent stressing next week

I was so anxious a couple of hours ago because of studying for physiology. I have to ace my preliminary exam or else!!! Here is a little history:

On my first take of Physiology A, I got passing (70%) shifting exam scores, and 40% major exam scores. So I failed because the major exams had a higher percentage of the total grade.

I repeated Physiology A, I got passing (70-80%) shifting exam scores and 60% major exam scores. So this time I passed. 🙂

Now in Physiology B (Oh my God, please Lord, I wouldn’t like to repeat Physio B as well!), I had a 56% and 62% shifting exam scores, and next week is the major exam!!!! SO I HAVE TO GET 80% and above or ELSE!!!!

Topics are: Renal Physiology, intro to endocrine physio, Pituitary Gland, Pancreas, Thyroid, PTH & Ca Metab. So I finished reading Guyton on all of them, except for renal physiology. BUT I’ve only finished writing notes for PTH & Ca Metab, and onto finishing Thyroid…

I was so stressed out a while ago, because I felt the need to race against time. Studying, writing notes, rereading as if the major exam is gonna be tomorrow already. So I needed the company of friends to bring my heart rate to normal. I felt like fainting a while ago!!!

I’m okay now, need to finish Thyroid! 😀