My sister and her baby are gone for four days, they’ll be staying with her in-laws. So I have actual time to take pictures and write again! Yoohoo freedom!!! …. and sleep! 🙂 Follow me on Instagram! So I’m having … Continue reading
Thanks to my friend’s comment on facebook, I remembered loving Eeyore among the Winnie the Pooh characters back when I was a kid. I don’t know why I like him, maybe it’s because of his color. But anyway, i realized today that I know nothing of Eeyore so I googled him, and lo and behold!!!
Eeyore is described in Wikipedia as “… a pessimistic, gloomy, depressed, anhedonic, old grey stuffed donkey who is a friend of the title character, Winnie-the-Pooh.” UH OH. So Eeyore and I are similar in a lot of ways huh?
Anyway, today I’m feeling kind of sad and depressed, and not wanting to move forward in life again. I’m feeling hopeless again. But I’m hoping this will pass, this will just be for today.
But i was thinking, it’s been 9 years of feeling like this, I can do 8 more…. 😦
something I seem to cannot reach in our house. 🙂 and now i’m smiling. I really am busy watching over babies these days. I wake up when my sister’s baby wakes up. Sheesh, can’t really wait for school to start again! haha
Okay, to be honest, I’m pondering on my negativity again. 22 years of negativity. I’m doubting my purpose again but I’m still here holding on, thinking, “Yes, from time to time, I could probably allow myself to think of these thoughts, but I should be really really careful and shift my thoughts once again to happiness. These are just thoughts anyway, and not reality yet.” Or probably what I think of my reality. So I’m holding on holding on. Mostly I’m mad/angry again with people. Imagining myself in school again thinking if i’m going to be reserved or not. Reserved, I will explain to friends, because I’m building my positive foundation. Like I have to fix myself first, in a positive way. Can’t handle any people for now because I’ve been mostly thinking about other people for the past 22 years and not myself. You get it? So, I have to think for myself now. 🙂 Haaaay, just an update.
First, I apologize to my blog for not having the time to write on it. I’m having a hard time creating time (sounds redundant, I know) for this because I have just been busy with errands and taking care or … Continue reading
via Landscape:Cape Saint Vicente & Sagres, Portugal. Absolutely breathtaking photos! I’m really inspired! The world is such a beautiful place no?
1 2 3 4 At least this madness is actually keeping me focused on the bright side of life. I’ve recently followed some Instagram users that I find creative and ingenious. I really enjoy their pictures and get inspired by … Continue reading